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Of reclaiming your body
The goddamn struggle
Of finding yourself worthy
Of his love
When so many people
Have deemed your body
Of receiving anything other than violence
The fucking struggle
To see that is not love
It’s beneath anything you deserve
The mothafunkin struggle
To look in the mirror and see
A reflection of God
A reflection of
Theses type of healing spaces are mandatory. www.TheEnergyKitchen.com
I was lookin RIGHT
Learn when to put personal shit aside and realize when something isn’t about you.
Furthermore, learn to identify when someone is reaching out for help!
You could save a fucking life.
Anonymous asked: This is my suicide letter: I wanted to send this to someone who has helped me before and you actually have. I just wanted to say thank you for the times you have helped me; you did make a difference even if it was over the internet. I cannot go on living anymore but I want everyone to know that they should truly love people. My parents verbally abuse me daily and I'm to the point where I hate myself and I don't trust others. It's not a life worth living anymore because I can no longer love
anyone. I just want everyone to take the time to love and not hurt. Help and not judge. No one does that anymore. I hope when I leave, things will improve. Well I just wanted you to know Simone that your blogs and posts made things very lovely and thanks for all of the advice you gave me. Have a good life, I hope you live a better one than I have.
i haven’t been on tumblr much today, but i know this message was sent within the last hour. i, personally, do not know how to track anonymous message IPs but i’m sure one of you does. If any of you could please do that so that we can send help to this person i would greatly appreciate it.
ANON, i know you may feel as if this is your only option but please, I AM BEGGING YOU reconsider.
Jodie Smith, Fall 2013
BTS “Somebody in Nobody”
Directed by. Lino Brown
it’s been a hard 3.5 years
since my last experience
with sexual violence
but i’m seeing now
that the part of me i felt
needed to be shed
to make room for a self improved me
it’s a hard fucking journey
but i won’t allow my history
to consume me
2014, I’m taking back my mothafunkin space. Eye and Goddess knows it’s been a long time comin’. Many more lifetimes than this 21 years I’ve learned to be silent and that silence repeatedly instilled throughout various personal experiences.
This year, I’m breaking my silence and not taking shit but what I deserve and will prosper from. As my sis, Janee, said, “God can’t do all the work.”
I remember a point in my healing journey post-assault in 2010, where I began gaining new self awareness & would consciously avoid writing in my journal because I was afraid of what Eye had to say.
Well you know what? It’s going to be funking painful. The role I’m working toward playing in this lifetime is not an easy one. Therefore, as Sis Ama told me, “the training ain’t gon be easy!”
There’s a difference between attitude as a fierceness and attitude as an expression of resentment or hostility.
I’ve been taking a liking to the former and am not unfamiliar with the latter, but would appreciate my fierceness being dominant. However, I’m not totally opposed to attitude as a defense.. WHEN NECESSARY. Work on that misguided anger, girl. Put it where it’s useful.
I already made the silent affirmation but eye understand the importance of repetition. this is my humble acknowledgement that although I speak the truth, my methods are not always the most useful. sometimes, all I need is the knowledge within and there is no point in enforcing the truth on those unwilling to learn; especially if ive learned previously where and when my energy is needed most. i’m still learning and im your student graciously. im ready, as you already know, for more lessons. as usual, I ask for more humility to speak to you confidently in public. ASE!!! 447
I’ve peeped that I’m responsible for the way some people have learned to deal with me. I’m expected to be quiet to the point that when I do speak I’m either not taken seriously or ignored all together. I’ve been told that when I’m silent, I’m still very loud and when Eye do speak, “it’s on purpose”. I speak intentionally and I’m that chick who speaks through actions. But I’m seeing how those actions can be misleading cause i’m also that chick who when I stand my ground, I’m a bitch. So make no mistake, from this point on, I’m enforcing my mothafuckin boundaries.